Astronaut Reveals Emotional Distress Following Deluge of Backlash After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her emotional downturn after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also included well-known figures.
The mission was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the period after the landing.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her studies and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her background – was drowned out under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is widely recognized for her pioneering work fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was deferred after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following achieving her goal, she reports that the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she thanked the followers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she affirmed.
She noted that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the mission, including spotlight on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket departed Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that crossed the Kármán line of space.
The team of pioneers also comprised leaders in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a well-known tech mogul.